37 pounds down I can do this.

I am fasting today the day is almost over so hopefully I can pull it off its always dinner that has me tempted though

Why am I the only one who got my father’s terrible genes my sisters have never been more than a size 5 why is it me that has to suffer. why didn’t my parents put me on a diet when i was younger why did they lie to me whenever i would come home from school crying because the other kids teased me and called me fat. “you’re not fat” it was all lies they would talk about me when i wasn’t there they pleaded with the doctor to give me advice, but why couldn’t they just come to me why didn’t they ration my food i was only 7

Crohn’s flare up I am in so much pain but the only thing getting me through this is the 15 lbs i know i will lose